Vicious double vision circle
Yesterday I figured out that I ended up in a vicious circle… On top of the double vision I have a burn out. This makes sense… I feel like I can’t get rested anymore… If stress caused by a problem that never gets solved never gets released your healthy stress relieve system just gives up after a while. It takes up to a year to recharge the batteries… Hopefully my eyes will have further improved or I’ll be back in this mess sooner or later. I don’t want to have an overdose of stress just by trying to live a normal life anymore. It is said that burn outs mostly hit perfectionists and people with a great sense of responsibility… Might very well be true, but I’d just like to be able to use my brain and concentration. That’s not too much to ask for. I need a profound and structural change in my vision.